Monday, April 12, 2010
Closed door
I was sitting in the living room yesterday and from my view I could see the middle bedroom of our home. The door stays closed to this room for many reasons. It's the nursery we have set up. When we first put it together, I wanted the door to stay open. But my furry friends wouldn't stay out of the bed so we kept it closed. I was thinking yesterday if we'll ever have a child occupy that room. My heart says I'm not through with this journey but my head keeps telling me that I am. I don't know what to do.I do know that I'm not ready to make any changes to that room right now. I have been wondering about possibly looking into foster care but I'm not sure my heart would allow me to do this. I also want to call the attorney our clinic reccommended but I'm just not sure which direction to go! I do know that I've got to keep praying and keep the door closed, for now.
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{{{HUGS}}} Praying for you, dear friend. Praying that you have clear direction on what your next step is to be.
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Actually, I've been keeping my nursery door closed too. I just can't stand to walk by it open anymore. Hope that God will let you know what to do next soon.
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I hope the answer comes to you soon. Until then you do whatever feels right.
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Stacy, I'm so sorry, but I do understand the need to keep that door closed. I will be praying that you receive clear direction of what to do next.
((((HUGS))))
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